prettybaby30

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 15:49:17 GMT

So I just sat today and thought about my life. Thought about things I wish I could just change wish I could go back and do. I wish we all knew what we were supposed to do in life when we were little. I personally wish somehow I got into the acting business or singing. They say god blesses everyone with gifts and I belive that was mine. Maybe I was ment to do broadway or pick up when I was 21 and move to LA to try and be something. They say it is never too late to change your life but really I dont even have the means to pack up and move and even if I do Hollywood is looking for fresh faces young talent I mean I look like I am 25 but still it takes a while to get your foot off the ground years even. Maybe I am just envious of the lifestyle I know it is not fun and games but I am a hard worker I put everything I have in every job I do so long hours dont bother me. Getting noticed doesn't bother me I can do it but I dont think anyone would give me the chance. Now I am stuck in a job where I am miserable I don't get anything out of it except people screaming at you all day and just being greedy. I look at PEOPLE and I see the photos of celebs at parties or from dinner or at those awards shows. I guess I yurn for this because nothing exciting has ever happened to me. Nothing amazing nothing lucky.
Do you ever look at someone and wish you had their life?? I know no one is perfect but I see it sometimes and close my eyes and wonder what it would be like. like this girl who has a great boyfriend who is everything you could want in a guy. I was looking at pics of her today at an event that he was at and people see her and are like she is so lucky she is the one with the great guy. I hope she knows how lucky she is. That is everything I ever want. I am not sayng I am not deserving Or I cant get it I can it just seems that sometimes the other person just doesnt want it from you. I know there is someting out there for me but I fear that I will never find it because I will be unable to.
Maybe I put myself in these situations Why do I like a boy who has had a girlfriend for 3 years? Why do I make myself think there is something wrong with the relationship and there is a chance for me. DO I think this only because I am interested in the guy what if I wasn't would I join the other people who boast on how wonderful and perfect they are for each other?? I have only myself to blame if the end result is not what I want. Why did my heart have to fall for this guy and tell me he is my soumate?? Am I crazy to believe that even though someone is with someone else if you are ment to be your will be?? If that is so I would not need anything else in the world. that would be all the luck I need to last me for the rest of my life cause I would not want anthing else. That is what being with this guy would mean to me.

Vancouver Supernatural Set Visit September 17th 2007

Fri, 05 Oct 2007 22:50:56 GMT

SO I thought I would post the encounter I had on the 17th of September on the set of Supernatural. It wont be as detailed as some posts but for some reason I just feel like talking about it.

Before I begin let me just say I dont like using the term "famous person" or "Celebrity" because I don't view actors or singers as any different then myself. What they do is thier job and thier job makes them more well known to the world then lets say a nurse or a customer service agent. But at the end of the day we are all the same. I put no one on a pedistal. Yes I will support them by doing what I just normally do watch TV or buy their song on Itunesbut they are not better then you or me. I have met many people in the industry some of which I became good friends with big names and I just view them as people not for what they do as thier job.

Ok now that that is off my chest lets get to the encounter. LOL

So my friend Robyn and I went down to King Edward and Oak Street we saw some signs that said SN on it I didnt know at the time that ment Supernatural the signs of course were arrows and the arrow we saw was pointing to the ground so we just decided to take a walk. WE acutally enjoyed walking around the area the houses were beautiful and huge and just unique. We then came accorss a street with some trailers we thooght it was a movie filming but we asked a guy and he said it was the TV show supernatural. So we decided to check it out

So we were actually lucky enough to watch filming being done it was pretty cool to see how it actually works before you see the end result. The scenes were all exterior shots and then some in the car as well.

After everything was done my friend and I just started walking to leave as we were walking we look over and Jensen and Jared are just walking to there awaiting van. We exchange smiles with the boys then Jensen says "Hello Ladies we saw you standing over there and thought we would come say hello" So they both came over. Jensen introduced himself first and repeated our names after we said them to him. Jared did the same then some fans just came out of no where LOL and Jensen and Jared introduced themselves to them too. one fan was talking to Jared about Sports and Jared mentioned something about TSN I dont remember exactally what it was but I agreed with him LOL Jensen talked to my friend and I about the weather and asked us where we were from I told him we were visiting from Toronto . I know there was more stuff but I cannot remember it. Then another fan asked for photos with the boys and they were like sure. BY CHANCE I had my camera with me cause we were sight seeing all day and I usually dont take photos but I thought well everyone else is taking one it would look bad if I said well I dont want one LOL After the photos were done one of the fans had issues with her camera and asked for another picture thte boys said quick cause the guy they were with said they had to go. SO after all was done they said thank you and said goodbye

We didnt talk to Jensen and Jared long and it would have been nice if we had more time to chat and get to know them but from my meeting I could tell how humble and down to earth they were. Just 2 sweet normal guys not caught up in this whole "fame" thing. Jensen seemed a little shy it was adorable. Jared did most of the talking and he intrigued me he seems like he would be really fun to have a conversation with. And boy is Jared ever tall I felt like an elf next to him.
They deserve all of the success for thier show cause they are very appreciative of the people who watch it. Makes you feel like you are a part of it in a way. It was a great experience and I really hope the show is on the air for many years to come :)

Long Weekend

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 19:48:00 GMT

Well we have a long weekend! yay!! I plan to do some serious shopping tomorrow at the Eatons Center

I am feeling much better post surgery of the gallbladder. I have four tiny scars which are barely noticable.
Nothing new and exciting is really going on here I guess that is why I have not posted anything

I am super excited about Vancouver Next month YAY!!!

New to Live Journal

Sun, 22 Jul 2007 14:31:59 GMT

well I have finally joined the live journal community! I think it was finally time since everywhere I go it seems everyone is using it. It is like facebook only I think a bit bigger!

I just had Gallbaldder surgery on Monday this week has been very hard for me as I didnt expect for the pain and discomfort to be as intense as it was. I dont think I ever want to be put under for anything the feelings you have after are not fun at all. Plus the worst thing I found was I had to sleep on my back which of course did not sit well with me although I had no choice but it was hard since I am a stomache sleeper LOL!!

The good thing was I could watch alot of my DVD's I watched Supernatural alot since that show I find is fantastic and of course the eye candy of the two guys helps make the pain go away :) I also watched Dane cook he has to be the funniest thing on the Planet!!!! I love his humour although laughing after surgery on your abdomen is not the smartest thing LOL!!

Well soon it will be back to work I am excited though I have a trip Planed to Vancouver in September with a colleuge from work. I am super excited since I have never been there! So at least I have something to look forward to :)